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True Luv
Chapter One~

"God, am I ever going to have someone that loves me," Trish thought to herself as she walked down the arena halls echoing.
It seems so hopless for Trish to find true-love. Trish has never really been in love, much less has shebeen in a great relationship with a boyfriend that respects her, and wants her for her .Not just for her body or fame!
Trish has been thought of to many as just some ruthless slut that destroys men, but that is very far from the truth! Trish is really a sweet, smart, and very down to earth person,and there are only a few people that know the truth. One of them is very special to Trish................the one Jeff Hardy.
When Trish first came into the (as it was known then WWF, now WWE) Jeff was just an angel to her, and took her in when no one else would, and they have been really great friends ever since then. They are so close and spend lots, and lots of time together. The thing is that Jeff does have girlfriend-Beth.Trish does get along with Beth fine, but at times Beth does get jealous of Trish because Trish and Jeff spend more time together than Beth and Jeff do. Jeff and Trish travel together, which is like five days a week, and they spend time together outside of the ring often.
Trish gets jealous of Beth a lot!
Trish at times does feel that she has feelings for Jeff as more than a friend. But, Jeff has a girlfriend that he loves alot, and Trish can't do anything to change that. Trish just wants to be in a loving relationship like: Torrie and Billy, Stacy and Test, Beth, and Jeff and Ames and Matt. At times it seems like everyone is in a great relationship, but Trish!
"But, I can't just rush into a relationship to be in a relationship," Trish thought to herself! Just then she heard his sweet, loving, adorable, sexy, Sothern accent, "Hey barbie doll wuts up?" "you look gorgeous has always," Jeff said to Trish has he gave her a peck on the cheek, and pulled her into a long, loving hug. God! Trish had butterflies in her tummy ,like always when Jeff would talk like that, or hold her.
"Not much, Skittles, what's up with you?" Trish managed to blurt out. "Same old, same old, I missed you!" (God! Could he be any sweeter? Yeah, he probably could! Trish thought to herself.) "I missed you too!" Well, doll, want to come to my house after RAW to hang?"( They were in North Carolina tonight for RAW, but even if they weren't Jeff would ask her to come over to his house.) "Sure, Jeffy, I would love to!" "Well good, sorry, but I got to go get ready; talk to you later then hun?" "Yeah, sure,byebabe!" Trish watched him walk away, she couldn't wait til tonight, even though it wasn't going to be any different than any other Monday night. Go hang with Jeff, Matt, Ames, Shane, and Shannon. But Trish felt that it was going to be a little different!
NEXT CHAPTER:~They go hang out at Jeff's, but is Trish's feeling right-will it be different?????????~

Chapter Two~

RAW was great, Jeff won his match against Christian, and I won in my match against Victoria! But, I just couldn't wait for the night to come to an end. As always at the end of RAW, Ames, Shane, Jeff and I meet at the back exit of the arens to leave together. Finally, after the three of us waited for about twenty minutes, Jeff came slowly walking down the hallway with bags and clothing,and his cell phone in his hand as he was talking softly ,and as always he had an oh so sweet smile plastered on his face. It didn't matter to us, we were use to waiting for Jeff or should we say "Mr. Late!" By the time he made his way over to us, he was done with his conversation. He apologized to all three of us saying that Beth left him like a million messages telling him to rush beacuse she had a very special night planned for the two of them! He just had to call her back quickly!(Why does he have to tell us this, just to break my damn heart even more? No jeff doesn't mean to do it to me, it just happens! I get jealous! We'll be home soon anyway, so why the fuck does he have to call he, but then again,I'm taking about Jeff the type of guy that you want to bring home to show your dad!) Shane just winked at Jeff as they laughed, and Ames then took the time to look at me, knowing that I would be hurt for a change! A hurt look then crossed my face, I could feel it! Ames patted me on the back trying to tell me that it would be ok! (But truth be told, it wouldn't be ok! I have to give credit where credit is due though, because Ames is always there for me when I need her, and this sure was one of those times! She is one hell of a best friend, I love her so, so much!) After all, I was use to this pitifull, jealous feeling. At that point, I could feel the tears start to pour out of my eyes.I just decided to drop my bags, and rundown the hall of the arens balling,I just didn't give a fuck anymore! I could hear Ames say, "excuse me," then I turned back and saw her running after me, and Jeff and Shane look on in totally disbelief of what was going on! (The truth is, I know that I can never have him, Beth has him.Most people would say that I was over reacting, hell, I guess I would have to agree with them!) I did over react, but Idon't care right now! Damn it hurts, alot, too much to evern care anymore!)
NEXT CHAPTER:~What does Trish do to stay away from Jeff, the one she truely loves?~

Chapter Three~

I didn't know what to do, I just kept running and running, and crying. I finally just got so tired between running and crying that I had to stop! So finally I did just that-
I stopped right in the middle of a hallway. I leaned against the wall, and slid to the ground.At this point,I just really felt embarassed for running off like that, for really no reason! (I mean I thought that it was a good reason, but then again Jeff didn't really do anything on purpose to hurt me! He did though!)
I sat there just thinking to myself for what seemed like forever.I was looking at the ground, and I saw two feet, and let's just say I knew that they were too big to be Amy's!
After about five seconds I knew whose feet they were! The one persin that I didn't want to see at that exact moment---JEFF!! I just kept starring at the ground trying really hard to pretend that he wasn't there or that I didn't notice him. He started clearing his throat in an atempt to get my attention, but I knew him too damn well - that wasn't going to work on me! When his attempt to get my attention didn't work, his feet suddenly moved away. After a few minutes I thought that he had gotten sick of me, and left (hey I wouldn't blame him at all!) so I looked up and my eyes meet with Jeff's! He smiled at me and said. "peek a boo!" I couldn't help but laugh out loud! (Jeff just makes me feel so fuckin' good!)
He has always at that influence on me too- like no one else! One moment I could feel like crap, and then the next he could make me feel like a princess.We sat there for a little while just laughing back and forth, then there was awkward silence! (God do I hate awkward silence, ecspecially with Jeff!) Jeff then broke the silence, "so you actually that that I would leave you doll?" I didn't know what to say, so I just smiled, "well, yeah, I mean I was acting a little weird!"
"Well, gorgeous, there is nothing wrong with being weird!" "Afterall you are around me a lot!" We exachanged glances, and then we both laughed out loud, some more.
He had been sitting infront of me across the hall, then he decided to make his move-right next to me! He put his arm around me, and leaned closer to whisper into my ear, "so are you going to tell me what is wrong, yet?"I just smirked at him,"Sorry hun, I can't!" (I can't believe it he actually looks hurt! )
He started to inch further away, "I see and why not, missy?" He didn't seem mad-he still had a hint of humor in his sweet voice. "It's a real long story," I explained as I started to get up using the wall for some support. "Oh,I have time",he said, as he put his strong arms around my waist, and pulled me back down.
"But, Ames and shane are waiting for us!" "No, they're not," Jeff informed me. "What," I asked very confused? "I told them to leave and we would meet them at home." "But what about Beth?" "Oh, she can wait this seems real important." "Oh, it is," I put on a fake smile when inside I felt like I was going to puke up my lunch!
NEXT CHAPTER:~Trish tells all!~

Chapter Four~

I just smiled at Jeff, inside I was feeling more uncomfortable than ever before.Jeff just starred at me waiting for me to explain myself."So," Jeff asked with a smile, I guess he could see the hurt and panic on my face. I turned away from Jeff. (I am in a lot of pain, and it hurts to look at Jeff even more.) Jeff got up to come sit next to me. He grabbed my hand, and squeezed it, then he put his cheek against mine. I smiled at him, and he smiled back at me. (We were sharing one of those special moments, almost as though we were in love. Well, I love him, that's for sure!)
"It ok baby, take your time, and tell me," he told me. I turned and smiled at him,"Thanks, hun." I felt so much more comfortable now, he smiled back at me. "Jeff I, Jeff I, I love you!" I started crying, and I didn't want him to see me like this so I put my face I my hands.He moved infront of me, and lifted my face up so that we made eye contact."I love you too, doll," he began, but I cut him off. "Thanks Jeffy, but I raelly love you as more than just a friend." "Really?" he just smiled and I couldn't help but smile back.
"Thanks I'm flattered, but but," I cut him off again. "I know you have Beth, who you love very much." I looked at the ground feeling uncomfortable and not knowing what to do. (Fuck, am I stupid I thought to myself! I'm a fool!) Just as I was ready to get up and leave Jeff began to talk, so I didn't move.
"Yeah, I do, I do love her but," he took my hand in his. "I love you too!" (Wow, that felt good!) "Thanks," I couldn't help but have a big smile on my face."Jeffy I'm just scared because I'm not getting any younger." "I'm already twenty-seven, and I'm not even in a realtionship!" "I mean I want to have babies some day," I cried."I want to be loved-really loved by a great man like you." Jeff pulled me into his lap so that we were face to face and he hugged me (I didn't feel uncomfortable this time-I was bearing my heart and soul to the man I loved the most.)
"You will doll, I promise you will fall in love, and have lots of babies, lots of beautiful babies," I will make sure of that. "But, Jeff I want to have babies with you!" (WAIT! Did I just say that, well at least it's the truth!) "Wow, Trish, you just keep flatering me." "If I didn't have Beth, and even if we were jst friends I would be honored to have your babies." (Inside I just wanted to cry after he said that, and I knew that he meant it too!) "Really?" "Yeah, of course!" "Jeff you're one amazing man." "And Trish, you're one amazingly gorgeous women inside and out!"
"Wow, thank you!" (I was smiling at Jeff, but inside I was crying.) "Jeff, can this please stay between us because I am already embarassed about the way that I feel for you?" "But I can't help the feelings that I have for you!" "Of course it can babes." "Well- only if this can," Jeff pulled me so close that we could feel each other, I could see just how beautiful his eyes really are. He pulled me into a long passionate kiss! (What was that for, I thought that I was going to die!)
~NEXT CHAPTER: What was that for, Jeff

Chapter Five~

Jeff kept asking me if I was ok. "Ye,yes, I'm ok," I blurted out. We just smiled at each other. I had never felt better then at that exact moment. I told Jeff how I felt, he said he loved me too, we kissed, and he was holding me in his lap.
Jeff got up and pulled me up with him,"we better get going." "Well actually Jeff, I was thinking of going home to spend time with my little sister and my nephews."
"Trish if your doing this because of what just happened ,don't-please dont!" "Jeff I'm not, I really need to see them and spend time with them."
"Well you can't because I forgot to tell you everyone is comming over tomorrow, you need to be there!" "Why so I can see all of the happy couples together," Trish said in a pissed off tone. "I'll be there ya know," Jeff said trying to bring a smile to her very hurt face. "Yeah with Beth!" "I can spend time with both of you ya know," Jeff said as he grabbed my hand.
"Like when we finally make it to my house.Tonight I'll go over to Beth's and spend time with her." "Then I'll come home and spend time with you, please come, you have to or I'll be so sad!" (he looked so damn cute when he gave me puppy eyes!!! aww!!!)
"That sounds great Jeff!" "Good then lets hit the road jack!" Jeff then threw me over his shoulder and ran down the hall as we both laughed!
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It would usually take us about an hour and a half to get to Jeff's house, but not when Jeff drives! It took us about half an hour to get to Jeff's! All of a sudden I could feel the car come to a complete stop, so I opended my eyes and Jeff was looking at me, "we're home babes!" "Great," I said pretending to be happy as I rubbed my eyes. "Ok, I'm going to go to Beth's for a while because I have something really, really important to tell her,and ask her, if that's ok with you?" "Yeah that's fine Jeff," I tried to act happy, but I was going to miss him- alot!
He helped me out of the car, got my bags for me, and walked me to the door. "Make yourself at home hun and call if you need anything," he grabbed me into a big hug. "I'll miss you lots!" "I'll miss you too!" I watched Jeff pull away, and I already missed him!!! "I love you, Jeffy," I said out loud to myself.It started to rain so I got my keys out to open the door.I finally got the door open and made my way into his house.
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It was dark and I couldn't see a thing! I had my hands all full with my bags and the rest of my crap, so I couldn't see infront of me. I could feel something slippery on my shoe,so I bent down to see what it was and I ended up falling face first on the ground! AWWW!!! I smacked my head on something really hard! "Ohhh great," I said to myself.
I smashed my head on a picture frame, then I turned it over to see the picture. It was a picture of Beth and Jeff together smiling. Jeff was holding Beth in his lap in one of the halls of the arenas! "He held me too," I screamed out loud as I threw the picture frame and it smashed into the tv and broke!!! I started to cry,"Ohhh shit,I fuckin' broke it!" I bent down to pick up all of the pieces, but I just threw them all down! I looked at the picture once more,"god they both look so damn happy together." "Why can't I be happy, and have a great man like Jeff?"
Then I started thinking about Jeff, and how I can never have him-NEVER!!! He really loves Beth! ~flashback!~ ("Ok, I'm going to go to Beth's for a while because I have something really, really important to tell her,and ask her, if that's ok with you?" "Yeah that's fine Jeff," I tried to act happy, but I was going to miss him- alot! )
"Oh my god, do you think he, he's gonna ask her...........................
~NEXT CHAPTER: Why did Jeff rush over to Beth's -to tell her about the kiss or to ask her a very special question ...................

Chapter Six~

~*~*~ meanwhile Jeff's in his car~*~*~
Jeff had just pulled out his driveway, and he was on his way to Beth's house. God was he scared about what would happen. He kept on driving faster and faster as he though to himself.
His mind was thinking a million thoughts per second, and it was just too overwhelming for him. He was thinking about how much he loved Beth and how amazing she made him feel, and how much he loved Trish and how damn amazing she made him feel.God, he was one lucky man to be in love with two amazingly beautiful women, but it was at the same time! He knew his luck couldn't last forever and tonight just proved that.After that unbelieveable kiss that he shared with Trish, and how she told Jeff that she loved him, and wanted to have his babies!
"Wow," Jeff thought to himself as he was thinking about what Trish told him. "Shit!" Jeff almost swerved off the road into a tree. He decided that it would be safest to pull over and think about his very confusing love life before he went over to Beth's.
*Jeff felt like he wanted to take the next step with Trish, but he just wasn't sure, and he didn't want to lose his great friendship with Trish.But then again he didn't want to lose Beth either!*
"Who the fuck do I love more- who do I want to spend the rest of my life with?" Jeff put his head in his hands and though to himself, but all he could see was Trish's gorgeous face smiling at him and then he heard her sweet little girl like laugh. Boy, did he love her laugh,it was like no other! This caused Jeff to think about how much he loved to hang around with Trish and make her laugh, and it was so easy for him to do. Nothing felt as good as seeing a big, bright smile plastered on Trish's face.
"Trish sure is one hell of a women-no doubt," Jeff thought to himself. "But there's always Beth!" "Fuck, what the hell should I do?" Jeff turned on the radio hoping that it would help him. After all he didn't feel right choosing between two women that both loved him so much and that he loved so much. Right as Jeff turned on the radio " Not enough" by our Lady Peace started.

When they say
You’re not that strong
You’re not that weak
It's not your fault
And when you climb up to your hill
Up to your place
I hope you’re well

There’s nothing left to prove
There's nothing I won’t do
There’s nothing like the pain
I feel for you
Nothing left to hide
Nothing left to fear
I am always here

When they say
You’re not that strong
You’re not that weak
It's not your fault
And when you climb up to your hill
Up to your place
I hope you’re well

Jeff sat there blasting the radio and thinking about his life and what the hell to do. This song really said it all about Jeff's relationship with..........
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Trish sat down on the couch trying to calm herself down. Ever since she had entered Jeff's house everything seemed to be such a rush, and it was becoming too much for her to handle.
All she wanted to do was hear Jeff's voice, that always seemed to calm her down. She didn't care if he was with Beth doing God knows what, she just wanted to hear the sweet, sexy voice of the man she wanted so badly to give her heart and soul to.
~NEXT CHAPTER: What the hell is Jeff going to do? Beth or Trish that is the question?????

TBC....







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